"I'm Trying"

I'm tryin' hard to stop the return of it,
But you're so irresistible.

I'm tryin' so hard to push that feeling away,
But I can't understand the act it plays.

I'm tryin' so hard to keep it a secret,
But it hurts me every time I lie.

I'm tryin' to stop the sobs and stay strong,
But the fact is so true to deny.

I'm tryin' to look for another path,
But yours is the only one that seems to be bright.

It feels like that's the right road,
The one that God created to be mine.

I'm tryin' my best to fight it which feels so wrong,
To be with you is what feels so right.

I'm tryin' to stay away,
But it crushes my heart in its toughest ways.

Tell me what to do, I want you to love me back and trust me,
I'll pay whatever price the one you love pays.